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Interests: "i promised myself i would never care about wat people will think of me . but i realized and it came to my truth .. its not wat people will think of me its da fact dat people should noe wats in me.."
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

it'S HARD TO SAY GOODBYE

R.I.P LAH   OCT 15 , 1984 - JULY 25TH , 2006

OUR BABY LAH  PASSED AWAY JULY 26TH AT THE NORTHBAY HOSPITAL  AT 1:15 PM.  ON THAT  DAY MY SISTER AND I  WERE  GOING TO GO EAT IN SACRAMENTO AND  WE GOT A  CALL  FROM MY BROTHER SAYING LAH JUST PASSED AWAY. I WAS SHOCKED  , COULDNT  EVEN EAT ANYTHING.. SO WE  PACKED EVERYTHING UP AND LEFT BACK HOME.  WE GOT HOME AND WAS LIKE  WHAT HAPPENED?  SO WE  WENT TO MY SISTER'S HOUSE AND  THERE SHE WAS CRYING.. DENG  IT WAS SAD.. I COULD  BARELY LOOK INTO HER FACE.. AND IT  FELT SO UNREAL..  NOTHIGN SEEMED TO BE  TRUE..  IM ASKING MYSELF LIKE WHAT? WHY?????... I ALWAYS  THOUGHT SHE WAS GONNA BE WITH US  TIL  THE END.  SHE WAS ALWAYS A STRONG  PERSON... 

THAT FOLLOW  WEEK WAS SOO  HECTIC. MANG!! I HATED IT  SOO MUCH THIGNS TO DO  ..  SATURDAY WAS  HER SERVICE.. IT WAS  HARD TO SEE HER.. I COULDNT  STAND IT. I HAD  TO CRY IT ALL OUT. I LET IT ALL OUT.. I COULD NOT  JUST SIT THERE AND NOT CRY  .....  I WAS JUST THINKING LIKE WHY ?  AND  THINKING TO MYSELF THAT SHE'S NOT  COMING BACK..  MANG! .  I HATE  THIS..  IT WASN'T SOMETHING I WAS EXPECTING.. 

TILL  TODAY I MISS HER SOO MUCH.  THAT SMILE OF HER'S WHEN WE WALK IN THE ROOM. IT WAS  GLOW . HEHE .  GOSH HOW WE  GREW UP TOGETHER. HEHE  THOSE DAYS WERE SOO MUCH FUN. NO DRAMA NO  BILLS. HAHA.  EVERYONE TELLS ME  SHES IN A BETTER PLACE NOW BUT  REALLY ..  I WISH SHE WAS  STILL HERE..  I REALLY HATE THE  FACT  THAT  SHE'S NOT HERE. BUT  I KNOW SHE  IS  WITH ALL OF  US..

 

    MISS U LAH.. MAWHS .. KISS KISS BABY.. REST IN PEACE


Friday, February 10, 2006

Lyrics for "The Truth"
Verse 1: Just wanna be so good to you, And everything you need,
I only want to see you smile, I just want to make you happy,
And even if your far away, I know that I'll miss you,
I promise that my love won't change, I will always be in love with you,
Pre-hook: I'll promise i'll be a good man, that i'll always listen to every word that you may say, No I won't neglect you, But only respect you, and give you the love that you need babe.

Chorus: Please say that you love me, Please say that I'm everything 2 you, PLease say that you miss me, As much as i miss you, Now baby believe me, I gotta be everything 2 you, And baby just trust me, I swear this is the truth.

Verse 2: And girl your the one for me, i swear this is the truth,
see many faces pass me by, but there's nobody quite like you,
And i know so many times, many time before, love has only let you down, but i swear i'll give you so much more.

Pre-hook:I'll promise i'll be a good man, that i'll always listen to every word that you may say, No I won't neglect you, But only respect you, and give you the love that you need babe.

Chorus:Please say that you love me, Please say that I'm everything 2 you, PLease say that you miss me, As much as i miss you, Now baby believe me, I gotta be everything 2 you, And baby just trust me, I swear this is the truth.

Bridge: La la la la la la la la la la la la (repeat)
And if you need a reason or justification, it's simply inside your eyes, theres no need to question, my own affection, something that i can't hide.
Ad-lib: oh oh oh baby see you gotta believe me, that i don't wanna lose you, but be so good to you, i gotta have you in my life, you better believe it baby....




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